When ends meet I confront my secrets
knowing they came from the depths
Of a one time broken memory fading
from the depths of a distant collage of sins
Remorse within this long held lie pushing for ever forgiveness

Clenching a fist to hold on one last will feeding on desire
I have clenched my fists and have asked for forgiveness From one that handles all creations and now I know it was all a lie

Beg beg beg for eternity the existence of humanity
Within another’s collapsing life into the world above us unknown
I look for the believers and all I see are haters
I look for the life in me and all I see is… Altered deception