There are no words to fill the darkness of what is said or unsaid
sometimes you find that you can not be forgiven an you are at fault.

It could be so easy to erase and start over without question, as if turning and walking away can solve any problem.
Yet sometimes what is said and what is done are two different things entirely, to say the least.

I wanted to walk away and push away the past and let it fall behind but my mind would not rest if I was to ignore my thoughts.
So here I stand questioning my actions and the results feeling I could have made a difference, I could have changed a life, If only I would have tried to stand and feel with my heart.

But it was much easier to take from my anger, to let the fire take ahold of my heart and engulf it, burning my sense of hope.
I tell myself to feel, to sense everything, every movement, every thought, every embrace, I tell myself to open my eyes and see what I have never seen before.