I've waited too long to realize
I'm not there for you like you are for me
and I should be with you right now
but I'm sitting here wishing things were different between us

but I am the one
who makes things this complicated
and you are the one who waits there for me

so far me
so far we
so far you have been suffering
because I have been
indecisive
on what it is I want

is it you?
is it three?
is it sitting right there in front of me?

and I drink the possibilities in