So this is goodbye more or less and things have changed a lot I guess, in such a mess, and so out of hand, though I think it went pretty much as you planned-- it was so hazy till my eyes had cleared now I can see better but it still looks weird. Is that still you lying there? Why cant I find you anywhere? I still don't understand this episode or why you led us down that road but I think you knew where it would lead and how something would come over me I still don't know just what it was I guess nobody ever really does know why they do the things they do why did I have to follow you-- Deep deep down, where it isn't safe to be, I beat you there, and now they're coming after me...

You always were an angel in my eyes now more than ever the term applies the eyes still see what the soul believes and you look so pretty underneath the leaves and though we part forever now I feel you'll be with me somehow I believe in God you know you're still my angel and I love you so-- Deep deep down, pretty as the scenery you're lying under it but I feel you watching over me... Now I've got to tear myself away because they'll just find me if I stay they wouldn't understand what we'd been through or how I did it all for you all to show you how I cared it was the last thing we ever shared together and I'll cherish the memory and carry a peice of you with me--- Deep deep down, where I'm not supposed to be cause I buried you there, and now they're coming after me...