And you cannot avoid the thought that got you started ¢ They think you're paranoid but you're perceptive ¢ They run in parallel-the walls of your disorder ¢ Hide in your broken shell washed out of the water

But-

today's a dark day, don't ask me ask me why ¢ not for me to say, just along for the ride ¢ then the wheels fall off and we go sliding out of focus ¢ out of frame into the drain our main intention: control

same as the old days ¢ couldn't take me anywhere ¢ i'm amazed that I'm always left behind ¢ you see, my head gets full of me ¢ the rest is automatic ¢ it a profanity of imperfection ¢ name and face and rank and place, identity ¢ I.D. ¢ One of these days your payment's due ¢ Its not true just ˜cause everybody says so ¢ Read no fine print went and signed it ¢ Now you're down and everything annoys you

But- ¢ If I could just- ¢ Well fuck you then!