when everything you'll get isn't what you wanted. so then you look at me and i'm petrified. my hands they won't stop shaking. tonight is all i have. can't stand i'm falling back from what we had, back from what we had. i fall off this bridge into the water. hold my breath till all is silent. we all know we make the same mistakes. and then we know where we went wrong. and when i think out lound i don't know why. did you think i would turn around? just stare you right in the face.