(or.. when nothing changes inside you but everything changes around you and trying desperately to accept the fact that once it's over it really is over, for good.)
Come here bathe in my eloquence lie still let it wash over you
some things best left unrevealed but does it always have to be you?

I know what I want I know what I have I know I don't have what I want
do you ever think of me?

You are burning holes in me you are where you've always been

You make my skin crawl as you crawl under my skin
they were only small dreams but they were MY dreams

Swallow chemical will to live inducing forcefed happiness
I know what I want.