i read the rites
i wrote no rule
i know no rights
i'm nothing to prove
you taste enough
you follow it through
can't baste enough
in a love of sorrow
in this one night
my mind's in hell
if i must be slight
i'll be sure do it well
too far too much
i'm holding to you
will we still clutch
when we wake tomorrow?

get away
run
hide from here
i'm fucked up in side
so don't get too near
i like it a lot
when you soothe over me
and no this is not
no escape from reality

back into this
i make like it's cool
call bliss abscissa
i'm some kind of fool
old habits rise
they all resurrect
behind my eyes
is a role of circuit
drenched to the bone
a new year to bleed
feel so alone
don't know what i need
can't do it no more
i'm frantic upset
i stab and i gore
and i panic and regret

didn't mean to go so deep
guess i'll always wear long sleeves

i'm not alright
i broke no rules
i want to fight
all the feelings true
i've kicked enough
it's not to be
brush it all off
when we wake tomorrow
i know these words
are nothing to you
they only serve
to hurt and confuse
i'm cold to touch
with fire inside
that's burned too much
now i'm charred and hollow

it's your fantasy
you're phallusy
your fallacy
no