Hurt, pain, wanna cry, no sound, self-hate
Cut deep, suffering, agony, razor blade
Dark, black, makes me wanna die,
I need things life cannot supply

Hell, rain, killing me, get drowned, misery
Knock out, getting up, falling down, malady
Love, hate, they’re all related
A messed up kid’s what you’ve created

Don’t know where, don’t know where this leads to

Any drug will do
To take the pain away
Any drug will do
Just for a minute or two
To sedate my fevered head
Find a joy that I once knew
I don’t know where all this leads to

Laugh, loud, wanna puke, take it off, get laid,
Push up, bite girl, no luck, masturbate
Bad, dreams, I see tits and toys
My head is stuffed with constant noise

Dirt, smell, handcuffed, get spanked, wanna beat
Eat shit, be slave, wanna kiss bare feet
Sick, sad, can’t think straight
Demons from a former life retaliate

Gonna, gonna get me up
Gonna, gonna pull me through
I don’t know where, don’t know where this leads to

Any drug will do [3x]
To take the pain away
Any drug will do [3x]
Just for a minute or two
To sedate my fevered head
To find a joy that I once knew
I don’t know where all this leads to

Wanna, wanna wipe away this sorrow
Living, living, like there’s no tomorrow
There’s no tomorrow in today
Gonna, gonna, speed it up, now hurry
Wanna, wanna, live without a worry
There’s no tomorrow in today