"how calm you are"
how calm i am
under this thick smothering
warm blanket
cotton balls crammed down my throat
you see composure yet i feel dead

"how calm you are"
yes how calm i am
now that i've plugged up the holes

i feel nothing
nothing at all
do you envy me?

look at the dirt you've tracked on the floor
needles in circles stuck in your back
does that activate you?
makes you move?
where's my motivation gone?

tied up in ribbons drowning in milk
cotton balls crammed down my throat
you see composure yet i feel dead

"how calm you are"
how calm i am
now that i've plugged up the holes