This is it, the first day
And I hope it doesn’t come out in the wrong way
But I’m finally getting over it
I can’t believe it’s finally here
I used to think I wouldn’t pull through
Now I’m telling everybody I don’t know you
My heart is in recovery
Am I speaking drastically?

Wait for it! Wait for it! What was I thinking?
I’m alone with a dream, but I’ll never be dreaming of you
Unless you walk in the room to remind me
Take on a role that I’ll never be playing
I’m alone on a stage, but I’ll never be playing for you
Unless you walk in the room to remind me

Of the day, when I was changed

What I said, I take back
Because I’m trying really hard not to think that
The time I spent with you was worth
The amount of times that I was hurt
Skip ahead to day two
Now I’m working on a guide on how to get through
The road ahead that’s hard to see
I’ll title it Recovery

Wait for it! Wait for it! What was I thinking?
I’m alone with a dream, but I’ll never be dreaming of you
Unless you walk in the room to remind me
Take on a role that I’ll never be playing
I’m alone on a stage, but I’ll never be playing for you
Unless you walk in the room to remind me

Of the day, when I was changed
When I die, on my grave
It will say,
“Here he lay, a mental state of disarray”

All because of you
And your eyes and your stare
All because of you
And your voice and your glare
All because of you
And your beauty and your glow
All because of you
And the life I’ll never know