it's needless
but still i try
it's endless
i won't deny
right back, and we're at it again
i'm sittin' in the same place that you left me in
'cause right now, my mind's feelin' dirty as sin
think tonight, we could let the homicide begin
i'm gonna strike down hard, like the wrath of god
you know i wouldn't tell you anything you couldn't bet your life on
i feel like giving up again
and when i think it's gone
my pain just begins

and i feel like i'm dying inside
i'm fighting against me losing this time
another lonely night reminding me
i know inside
something is killing me

dead me

i only feel
i must be blind
it's all i have
to ease my mind
i'm so bored, always playing your game
i'll do anything to keep me from repeating your name
you had everything to lose and you had nothing to gain
no matter how, want a change, everything's the same
and i'm so sick, of the way i've been feelin'
so i'm gonna start drinkin' till my head starts reelin'
healin', whatever's dulling my pain
'cause when i think of you, my mind slips away

and i feel like i'm dying inside
i'm fighting against me losing this time
another lonely night reminding me
i know inside
something is killing me

dead me

i'm living a lie
the way i feel
do i
have to conceal
that i
can't make this real
am i, i'm living a lie
the way i feel
do i
have to conceal
that i
have chosen me
am i, this dead me

i won't deny

and i feel like i'm dying inside
i'm fighting against me losing this time
another lonely night reminding me
something is killing me

i'm living a lie
the way i feel
do i
have to conceal
that i
have chosen me
am i, this dead me