This is my realisation to myself
I won't get it from anyone else but I'll probably go through all the motions until they wake up in my mind
When I saw I was woken up by fear then I realised

Love to tell you they can break you
They prove it to you by breaking metal to your skull
I'm sorry Luscon that I couldn't be there
They kept you circled and pushed me away from you
Like I'm part of this betrayal
And it feels like it's all in your hands
Felt like I'm part of this derail
And it bleeds right into your own hands

Well I know when I'm making up my mind
All the motions intertwine but I'm feeling like I'm slowly crumbling through the walls
Don't confuse yourself with planetary beings that don't care for you

Love to tell you they can break you
They prove it to you by breaking metal to your skull
I'm sorry Luscon that I couldn't be there
They kept you circled and pushed me away from you
Like I'm part of this betrayal
And it feels like it's all in your hands
Felt like I'm part of this derail
And it bleeds right into your own hands

Felt like I was one of them
Well I might as well have been
Next time I promise I'll be more help to you

I'm sorry Luscon this time
Do you believe me?
Well I'm sorry and I mean it
You know if I could be then I'd be there
I'm caught up in my ways you know what I said
You that that I would

The sum of all my fears - it never equals up and then I find mine
The sum of all my fears - it never equals up and then I find my way again
The sum of all my fears - it never equals up and then I find myself
The sum of all my fears - it never equals up and then I find myself

Felt like I'm part of this betrayal
And it feels like it's all in your hands
Felt like I'm part of this derail
And it bleeds right into your own hands