I don't want to reason
'cause I know there's not a reason why
words of wit and wisdom
won't be slipping past my lips
my mind is numb
(this day is done)

struggle just to break free
from this melancholy stranglehold
draining all my energy
treading water has grown old

wait now
what for?
why am I stuck in the middle of it all?

I don't want to be here
tonight

tense from indecision
when there's nothing left to decide
drown in inhibition
going under
I can feel the world slide away
(let's end today)

when the life you've only dreamt of
flashes right before your eyes
and all you feel is undone
dreams and life are misaligned

wait now
what for?
why am I stuck in the middle of it all?

I don't want to be here
tonight

everywhere to go from here
but I can't find the motivation
anywhere to go but here
but I can't seem to shake my own disease

I can't shake it
I can't shake it
let me be