i took a sleeping pill cause you were always better in my dreams
i loved you so damn much i think it hurt my heart to beat
its so absurd the things i do
i've got to know if you see it too

so much for ever feeling complete
don't you know "forever" doesn't mean anything?

i drank the poison wine cause i was tired of playing the same game
i sank into my bed as my last song slowly played
and echoed through my room to reveal what we both lacked
and i realized the truth, we weren't supposed to last
its so god damn dumb the things i do
you lied to me so i can not love you

so much for ever feeling complete
don't you know "forever" doesn't mean anything?
do you count the hours and seconds in between
and realize through all this you didn't learn a fucking thing?
its so absurd, the things i do
in the name of love or to sleep with you

sucking on cubes of your caramels
you've got bad news and this time it could kill
i'm nursing a headache - i'm running your rat maze
i'm stocking up on anything that kills