Reflection of Nothing

As the days have passed
Frozen still, I was
Could not move
Or could not fulfill so, I begged
Asked upon this God
He pushed me back, a light
From the darkness
It came imprisoned, the seeds

A lesson in pain I'll never forget
Rivers of blood
Feared by me
Loved by others
Settles the dust
Revels the anger
Caused by the past
Reflecting dreams
Nothing is real
And then it won't
Let go of me
Leave me be
Insane life
Nothing is felt
Nightmares reached

The strong survive
Ruling our race
It's an evil line
Planted in my brain
Even my smile
It's cruel and cold
Pain rots the flesh from my bones
Even if I tear
For years I cry
Scar of pain
Will not go away

A lesson is faith
I never redeem
Sounds of horror
View in mirrors
Bleeding visions
Hatered inside
The point is
Destructive past