where are the clear days and the trust
that i felt last july
i got the chance to change my life
but i didn’t even try
now i’m completely hardened
something inside me broke in two
i’m only playing the daily dying
there’s no fun no me no you

my whole existence is based on lies
i hurt myself to feel at least the pain
no love no hate no feelings at all
in my indifference i don’t know whome to blame
but i don’t care

although i’ve not yet lived ’till now
im ready to die in desperation
but i i’m too yellow
not to resist temptation

the meaning of life has lost it’s way
in the confusion of dark ditches in my head
there is no exit and i feel i’m going mad
my self-assurance and my emotions
were frozen to ice on this cold day
but i’m afraid of an arctic forest fire
’cause then everythig would run through my fingers

my whole existence is based on lies
i hurt myself to feel at least the pain
no love no hate no feelings at all
in my indifference i don’t know whome to blame
but i don’t care

but last night a silver lining
i have sensed feelings again
when i shed tears for alain

my whole existence is based on lies
i hurt myself to feel at least the pain
no love no hate no feelings at all
in my indifference i don’t know whome to blame
but i don’t care
but i don’t care