this is not a choice, more than just pride stand up, rise against i've felt this way for so long there's no way out now let's be honest here it's just you and me battling over nothing you can't destroy the past by destroying yourself every night my saving grace i let you in and i bleed every night i die you win and i scream it's just day in my so called life what's left to give? whats' left.. all i do is dream when you talk walls , there's nothing better then, drifting off , and waiting for the end with each breath my heart takes i exhale my mistakes who decides, you decide. with each breath my heart takes i exhale my mistakes who decides. i. this will be the last time i