My sullen reality could all be a dream
in my mind a whisper, in your mind a scream
thoughts are spinnin in every which way
nothing in color only shades of grey
standing right here the world is abstracted
I'm tearing and clawing to find my way back
looking for answers but can't do the math
want to come down but I just have to laugh

My eyes are wide open not knowin what's next
then I say I'm fine but I feel like a wreck
the reflection to me is a distorted view
when I'm looking at him and I'm talking to you
my eye catches something now I'm in a trace
the music is playing but I don't wanna dance
at the end of my trip, don't wanna do this again
cause if my sanity goes, it's something you can not mend

I'm here, you're here, but we're both here (4X)