itll just be another year without you,
another year with tears in my eyes,
another year of emtpy pains i thought i'd never feel,
and whose to say we never played this game?
and whose to say it wasnt real,
for some moment in time,
i felt you hold me close with meaning,
i actually think you felt what i was feeling,
i cant wait for this year to end,
i cant wait to wait for you,
i cant wait for these broken memories,
to be healed by your lips,
and i cant wait for you to love me,
like you loved me before this,

this year is nothing but a pain in me,
my heart is lost in this sea of feelings,
and this year without you,
is breaking me into pieces like never before,
and i cant wait to have you find me again,
and its almost like you said,
"this pain will pass, like the days,
and i'll miss you and our love will last."
but your words are so peircing,
when your not here to say them,

and when your plane lands,
i'll pray your waiting to wait for me,
and i cant wait to place my hand in your hand,
and i cant wait to smell the air on you,
and taste the dust on your lips,
this feeling is overbearing, i dont know what to do,
and i want to hold you like we held eachother,
before this year,
and i want to lose this feeling,
and heal these broken memories,
that i lost in this calendar,
covered in red x's,
marking your return,
and i dream of all the places, you are,
and i dream of you this final night,
and i cant help but scream your name,
hoping youll hear it on that plane,
and as i fall away into the sheets,
im awoken by you,
standing at my feet,
and your home, and you said

this year was nothing but a pain in me,
my heart is lost in this sea of feelings,
and this year without you,
was breaking me into pieces like never before,
and i cant wait to have you find me again,
and its just like i said,
"this pain will pass, like the days until my return,
i'll miss you, and our love will last."
but your words were so peircing,
when you're here to say them