where did summer go? (lost upon the frost and snow)
left me to wonder when the bottle will tap out.
and the sun will rise, i woke up yesterday with a hole in my chest...

yet i feel no pain.
numb to all feelings, life in winters chill.
to feel the warmth in this bottle is useless.
when you wake up, it's gone. when you wake up it all starts again.
i've learned to break yesterday.
destroy tomorrow.
i've watched each leaf fall off my tree, i've watch the seasons change.
why step aside when you fall back in place?
why?...
misery is so beautiful.
i need this.