here is my voice. the speed, the wondering darkness of my desires; all that i am. all that you never allowed. i came and went like meat not good enough to eat. remember. no remember. no. remember. yes. remember. me. the shadow following your dreams. the human sound that never reached your ears. they disappear. when the question is my scream and i am screaming. do you hear the loud, the blood, the hysteria of birth? my life is being born. your property is dying.