I’m thinkin’ about another day
yesterday, birthdays, any day other than today
why can’t I disappear?
it’s a simple question
oh, why, oh, why cannot I?

I’m hopin’ for a better life
not afterlife, not suicide, I only wanna make a few changes
why can’t I have my way?
it’s a small request
why, oh, why cannot I?

I remember the way that she
looked at me, it had to be
love
but love’s not enough

I hold my breath
and count to ten
and I when I stop breathing and breathing, oh, then I feel better
I’m riding on the vine
that’s a clear description: I’m riding on the vine

why can’t I have my way?
it’s a small request
why can’t I have my way?

I remember the way that she
looked at me
it had to be love
but love’s not enough

I remember the way that she
looked at me
it had to be love
but love’s not enough
love’s not enough
not enough
not enough
not enough