when i couldn’t tell the difference, i knew that it was time to reconstruct my thoughts. blending in with your surroundings is not commendable, but knowing, that’s not much. but it all comes down to you. can you always be yourself? hoping ideas will come back, but you’ll never be the same. when pretending just won’t cut it and you can’t follow suit. the threat of being alone. ignorance is not a reason to disconnect yourself from what matters the most. helplessly aware. understand the truth. following support. shallow and confused.