Please don't shut your mouth and blow me off again
It's the way you place your hands on the back of my neck and you pretend
To pull me close, rip out my throat, along with my will to live
Was it all you had to give when you showed me how to kill?

I fought 'til I was red
You kissed me on the head
You said
Death is better than making love
Is my flesh worth time when nothing is worse than waking up?

Get down
They're digging up the ground
Where the body was found
I need some sleep, it's over now
When I lay in bed, severing your head is all I think about

I fought 'til I was red
You kissed me on the head
You said
Death is better than making love
Is my flesh worth time when nothing is worse than waking up?

Quiet, quiet
Are you aware of what my father's death has done to me?
Sometimes I see his bloodied hand still reaching out to me
These are the thoughts that I keep locked in my head
I swear to you old man
I will not rest until I see you dead

I know that you need me to stay the same
But I want nothing worse than to change the way
That my voice hits the wall as it permeates
Leaving me gasping for breath in a shallow grave
You'll sleep in the bed that you made