I find her everywhere outside

She should be lying next to me

Cut herself in the middle of the night

She was born the daughter of calamity


Asphyxiate on her convection

Barbituate reanimation


Nerve endings burnt out by her form

This white train bearing down on me

My pain receptors have been shorn

Shock wave sumbersion therapy

Fphfphorce the hand of chance

Actions obscured by destiny

Ckckut off both my hands

Fingerprints could undo dignity


My crippled throat-a reservation

Asphyxiate on her convection


Feel like a stillborn infant death

Contained forward velocity

Altitude it took away my breath

She should be lying next to me


Ashpyxiate on her convection

Barbituate reanimation

My crippled throat-a reservation

Asphyxiate on her convection