My words always lose their meaning 'cause I talk too much/ Hers were always too profound 'cause silence was her crutch/ "Don't worry" she said, "Life is too short and you're too serious"/ I will always be half-hearted just because she's not what I can't have/ If I told the whole truth now, it would ruin everything I ever said/ One more half lie to justify, I'll twist the truth until I'm dead/ Now we fell through the threshold last night/ One day closer to dying and one more old man here to say: "Don't waste your life away!"/ I looked back with such disdain at 20 years gone down the drain/ Two decades of arrogance drowns out my newfound impetus/ Every day I treaded life/ She got swept up in my tide/ How do I apologize for ruining our lives?/