how long can i stay here??
frustrated in my own prison.
sitting on the floor with my head in my arms,
the world has turned against me.
leave me and let me be.

how do i go on??
when either choice will end in someone's disappointment.

a life once happy is now a pile of decisions and confusion.
the feeling inside is a glacier piercing the ocean floor.
its hurts to know that the smiling faces once around me,
has now turned to faces of sadness.
sooner or later, they will erase the sadness and return to normal.
i will move on, i will move out.
away from my home, to a place unknown to me.