Control the only thing you ever made
Be for me because I cannot without you
Forget that I ever made you happy
Forget the name of happy
Kill the sound of every laugh I made you utter
Kill my laugh will every second you don’t think of me

Getting up is the hardest part
Getting up is a reason to go on
Without you I heal
Oh how I heal without you
And the itching is worse that I can bear

To see you happy is not good for me
To see the thoughts
Are not even good
Hope you disappear
Hope you never come back
Hope I disappear and never come back
With you