Saw your face in the hall today
My heart skipped a beat again
Like it does every time
I see your face
Walk down the hall

Walked the long way to the bus
Just to see your smile
Just so I could talk to you
For five seconds
To see your curly hair

I don’t know why you make me feel this way
I don’t know why
I think we need each other
I don’t know why I even talk to you at all
I can’t explain why
Deep down inside
I hate it when you talk to me
I hate it so much to see you

Without me.

I want to look deep into your eyes
Just once
To see myself
I need you
And I really think you need me to

I know both our hearts say “run”
I know mine says “back”
Frustration is knowing yours says “away”
I wish I could change everything
I wish you knew
You want them to change too

I hate to talk to you
I hate it when you talk to me
I hate to see you
I don’t ever want to see

I hate you because
I love you

I hate myself
For it too.