She's wasted, and I'm waiting like a dog
she drops the leash, but why would I ever run
she came to me just like a dream
I'm waking up but I'm trying to go back to sleep


I've got one foot in the gutter
and I wonder if she's even noticing


Just goes to show you when she changes like seasons
I'll hold it together for all the wrong reasons
and I've never been good at adding things up
factoring in the sum of her past


So lonely without you
even though I never had you


Writing you mail to not write me off
P.S. I can't listen to that Dashboard song
I know it's been a long ass time
something tells me everything's not alright