Choking on feelings I wish I could kill
And use your tears to fill
Holes inside me, bleeding again
As you walk away with an empty heart
I feel my world falling apart
When I think about you
Silent smile, but I know
That I'm still standing alone
With no hand to hold
I know that you have changed
But why do I feel the same?

(chorus)
I tried to see what you've become
You sent me home
I tried to be the one you loved
You left me cold...
(end chorus)

Scratching the tears I wish I couldn't cry
Depressed, I've already swallowed my pride
Sometime along the line I grew alone
But I know that there is a hand to hold
Still I stand alone
Waking up to my own screams
Suffocating on my own dreams
I know I cannot change
I still feel the same

(chorus)

(bridge)
I can't live with myself in the mirror
I wonder what it was like to be me
Crying bloody tears
Only living fears
I can't feel myself anymore
(end bridge)

(chorus 2x)