I am open enough now you can bury yourself.
Deep within my life you feel like nothing else.

More than a thought now , you are consuming my mind.

Malicious , its vicious and I cant fucking confide within myself anymore.

Let me please turn away , this is my mind your raping and I can not take.

Another cycle seems so sick , seems so fake.

Feeling only the pain.

Look at you mothering , look at me suffering.

I can remember when we stared at the sky.

When the feelings that brought us together now push us aside.

You are my life.

Can you remember just how we fell apart?

Sickness, surfaced, bleeds through my heart.

Vague memories cast me outside of you.

The visions of a life that I once knew.

Im ashamed , now who’s to blame and when the fuck did you think that you would ever understand me.

Misery seeks my companionship.

I will fail at this.

Look at you mothering.

Look at me suffering.

I can remember when we stared at the sky.

When the feelings that brought us together now push us aside.

You are my life.

Can you remember just how we fell apart?

Sickness, surfaced, bleeds through my heart

Can you remember.

I can remember when we stared at the sky.

When the feelings that brought us together now push us aside.

You are my life.

Now I can justify.

That nothings left inside.

Ignorance will remain.

From years of pain to blame.

Why do we live this way?

Sickness surfaces.

Look the other way.

Ashamed of who I am.

You didn’t need to see , the anger that’s feeding me.

Sickness , surfaced , bleeds through my heart.