Repression and guilt tightly confined
Red Lizard lips skin cracked and dry
ashamed of the heat nether mouth stench
baptize the meat drool cup attached
avoiding the gaze of the dead wooden eye
Nailed to a cross hung out to dry
2000 years bent over and raped
beaten like dogs in human state
I punish myself for watching her flesh
by pushing within where virus infests
salt in the wound a lesson well learned
taking a piss feeling the burn
suffer in silence impaled on the flesh
stainless steel table latex caress