i complicate whichever way i try to go
i get in the way
i question to the point i'd never know
if i was in love
i talk about it but i'm not complaining
the clouds look like rain
but it's not raining

darling i want you to see it's permanent
changes are waking in me it's different
i will not self destruct
and i do not need to destroy us

in my head i've gone back and forth
˜til i was out of breath
my old ways were temporary
like the twilight as it fades
i talk about it but i'm not complaining
so much to explain
but i'm not explaining

chorus