It's just a thing inside of me
Something that I hoped you'd never see
Been shut away inside of me
Reality is blind to me
The truth is kept inside of me
Just like a stain, not meant to be
Hold it in for fear of letting go
Just put it away, don't let it show

It's time for me to let you know
This thing inside will never go
It's not a product of blashemy
It's just a thing inside of me

It's just a thing inside of me
A blind spot that only some can see
Dead skin is peeled off layer by layer
Only to find more than one can tear
Sometimes I scream so loud that I
Feel evil's taken over my
Hopeless and blotted empty soul
Put my existence in your hole

I could blame a god that they can see
Or shake an empty fist at society
But none of these can ever set me free
To let out what's inside of me

Hold it in
Until you cannot breathe
You're going to suffocatee
Choke on the way that they run

Ignorance is fun
When you have no one
Trying to find love
Just keep looking up

Soak it up
You've got to keep it all in
Just like the rest of them

sell me your
futility