there were things happening today. there were spirits following me that determined what i could do and what i could see. but she pulled me in anyway. and i was so abstract because i wanted to let her know. but i was scared of how whe would react. {there was conversation, but i had to avoid it} she said that she'd work but what is she working on when i'm as useless as a broken guitar string? walked into the other room and when i came back she said she was leaving but she'd be at the show. i want to hear your words and i want to find the truth there. {pinpoint the location and hang a ribbon there} i want to fill myself with hope that used to drive me. but i still haven't gotten over anything. wish i could let you know that i'm singing about you. but i'll never let you know.......