Even though we were never “together”,
I always liked you,
And the times we spent together were bliss,
All that mattered was that I was with you
But then we grew apart
And you moved on,
But I never did,
How could I?
I tried and I still do,
But I compare everyone to you,
Even though that’s not fair,
And no one equals my feelings for you
I try not to love you,
I really do,
I try and give others a chance
Maybe I am afraid of commitment,
It would be a lot easier if I didn’t love you
My days used to be bright because of you,
Now they are gloomy because I am not with you,
Seeing you is the hardest thing to do,
Every time I do, I want you more and more,
Even though you have moved on,
I still try and remain happy for you,
It’s so hard,
When I am the one that loves you,
Sometimes I think that maybe we were just not meant to be,
But then why can’t I move on?
I convince myself that I don’t like you,
To avoid the pain and heartbreak,
It works for a while,
Until I see you again,
When I see your big beautiful eyes,
And your smiling face,
That no one in this world could ever replace.
My biggest regret is that we never even shared a single kiss,
I had my chance,
So why didn’t I take it?
I beat myself up everyday,
Thinking that I could have changed the way things are today
So all I can do,
While I sit here and think of you,
Is to hope and pray,
That we will be together one day.