Just when I thought things cold never be better, she broke the news; I tried writing her a letter. But as time passed on I knew that it was of no use, she doesn't want me, now I'm so damned confused. The hopes and dreams I planned for us have quickly gone and bit the dust. They say things turn out for the best. This life I own is a fucking mess. I will go on, I won't give up, please be a dream, I can't wake up. My life is such a joke to me, and everyone is laughing. I knew that I should have stayed. Things would be better if I hadn't ever gone away. It always hurt to say good-bye, but now I know your tears were full of lies. I knew that I should have stayed. Things would be better if I hadn't ever gone away. It always hurt to say good-bye, but now I know your tears were full of lies. Remember the time we would play that game, where I tried to get you to play in the rain? I gave you a piggyback ride to keep your feet dry. What's so wrong with being such a decent guy? The hopes and dreams I planned for us have quickly gone and bit the dust. They say things turn out for the best, this life I own is such a fucking mess. I will go on, I won't give up, please be a dream, I can't wake up. My life is such a joke to me, and everyone is laughing. Don't know why you wasted my time, Don't know why I called you mine. Don't know why you hurt me so bad. Don't know why I made you sad. Don't know why you're still in my thoughts. Don't know why were ever fought. Don't know why things ever did end. Don't know why we were even best friends. When we'd get off the phone, I'd wait to hear what you'd say. You'd say that you loved me, what does that mean anyway? You act like a stranger, like I don't know who you are. When we look at each other in your eyes I see your heart.