Can't take this commitment.
No more perfect picture of this.
I will drop out long before you go.
Leave it to someone who
Could be there always for you.
I'm an asshole, why don't you tell me so?

(Chorus)
I'm not your temporary.
I'd rather be dead than buried.
Now you're a part of my life.
I'm not your temporary.
I'd rather be ordinary.
Now you're a part of my life.

Too many decisions.
Calculated games your winning.
I'll be the one to falter when you say.
Couldn't wait for your reward.
Won't fight your battle anymore.
Beat it back until you run away.

Don't you think it's perfect now?
(I'm about to lose my mind.)
I'm about to show you how.
(I'm about to lose my mind.)
You can through your cards in now.
(I'm about to lose my mind.)
You're about to make me shout.
(I'm about to lose my mind.)
It's not like I could tell,
Put you through so much hell.
(Is this what you want?)
I'm about to lose my mind.