Razor blades and a bottle of pills won't make me change the way that I feel

When life gave up on me, I just gave up on life
it spills over your lips and wraps around me
like a gift in fear of temporary placement,
on the table we made with the letters we wrote,
you are everything so hold on to me, like I hold on to you
I won't learn from my mistakes this time
making the same ones in different years

There's no way out, no way out, no way out
no way out, no way out, no way out, no way out, no way out
if I could think of something better than this to say
I'd tell you a story about my princess
or a fairy tale about happiness that lasts,
but your beauty was never make believe

This is not rock and roll, someone please help me

Every time I said it, I felt it every time I didn't say it,
I still felt it you are a seal I place on my chest and arm
I'd give you my circle if you'd take it from me and make a promise to me
you still have my promise if I fade away
so place me like a seal on you're chest and arm

You love to lie to me, I live to love your lies,
I live to love you still, I love to live to die