has the glass struck the table for the last time? as tears crave their way through hardened skin. with hands cemented to my face. thoughts of forgiveness. erase the sting of acceptance. the air carries the pain. slowly seeping right through me. shoots holes in my theories. of emotional immunity. invicibilities. you don't have to open your eyes to see who's next in line. to receive your open fist of reality. has the glass struck the table for the last time or is this just lies to hide behind. i can't keep this up for much longer. lies to hide behind. running out of fuel. like a paper airplane you're destined to crash. you crossed your heart but you hoped to god my wishes died. it's that time of the year. i can smell the fumes in the air. you got another fire to start. another life to take apart. reviving the struggle to remain the same. how could you let this go array?