silly me i tried too hard i pushed myself too far thought that i was clever older than ever another second chance is lost every visions turned to rust realizing never older than ever everythime my mind is far away from here woke up and found the world too brave for me so blue the days of missing you i am thinking of a rose i once held close i heard shes in bloom now and someties i fall down from a dream where i am buried next to the stalk with our memories far away from you