i woke up today and felt my age for the first time in both my mind and body. and my thoughts are less of fitting in and more of being a better man. and my overbite is getting worst and my whole fucking face hurts. i woke up today with the whimper not the bang of a schoolboy or a father. and it seems those fifteen pounds i've lost since you left were the part of me that you loved most and knew best and i woke up today feeling my age and the sum of everything i've ever done and either i just got kicked in the teeth or time has changed me.