i try and try so hard pretending to be friends but it's not what it's cracked up to be. i'm slipping up again. it's time for this to end. i guess i'm not what i'm cracked up to be. but you don't know what it's like when it's all said and done. i fall flat on my face but i get back up again. this could be my last chance to be somebody else, someone i once was when you gave me my first chance. but i fally flat on my face just to get back up again. this will be my last chance. so, you've got to save me today from words that i can't say because you don't know what it's like to be me and when it's all said and done. but i guess this time it is mine to stop pretending that it's all said and done. i bet you don't know what it's like learning how to live. learning how to live with this.