My Hardest Lesson…

Music and emotions just slides through me...
Everything I do is nothing.
It Fears me, it makes my spine shiver.
The pain of loneliness drives me insane.
I need someone…
I need you to accompany me through my hardest lesson.
To love what I hate called love…

I need someone, to enjoy my life, my everything…
But why ? Why doesn’t anyone favor me the feeling of hapiness ?

Why am I the one that destroys my porselain castle, I’ve just build up?
The question-marks are just too much…
I enbitter my life…why ?!