If I could find the time I'd find the time to sit and hold your hand Try like hell to make you understand I know you wonder why I've got so much trouble on my mind You think I chose this? And I wonder why, what was it I did to deserve this? And still I can't decide... is it all a blessing in disguise? My whole life flashes before my eyes And I realize we are not-so-perfect-strangers I know you can't believe how we perceive things so differently You think I chose this? You think I chose this? You chose this path for me If I could, I would turn back the hands of time Do it all again, maybe then you'd see what makes me tick I know you wonder why I've got so much trouble on my mind You think I chose this? And I wonder why, what was it I did to deserve this? And still I can't decide... Is it all a blessing in disguise... In disguise?