One day i'll look back on all this shit and laugh in your face at the way i let you have a hold on my own life could it be that i'm too scared to let you go again? i don't think so it's always the same thing you strung me along for the ride on a lie was i blind? i don't think so and i tried not care but it tore me apart couldn't cope i don't need you "laugh, smile, today's the day i make my mark on you" don't believe you know anything i'm going through it's always the same thing and it makes it harder when i think that i still love you but i'd hope i'm smarter than to fall for you again and i wish that i'd learnt what i needed to know the first time i wish that i'd had the courage to push you away.