Once upon time
Did you catch me dreaming?
Letting down my defense.
With nothing left to covet.

I give you one more serinade
one last song in your name
please take it with a smile.
and leave with your angel wings.

I never though Id feel this way.
I guess that my feelings change,
But nothing is ever set in stone
My thoughts tend to wander you know.

I think that this
is me letting go.
It seems like the right
time to leave.

And as ackward as things
may seem to get
I was destined
to be lonely.

The title of my epitaph
should read I swear Im sorry
things ended up like this
now and forever alone.

Sleeping with my apathy.
Cold winter days provide
space for my depression
a place to keep my nothing inside.

never thought something so simple
as I would like that a lot
could change so many plans
now I end it, and I understand.

one of these days
I swear I promise
I'll come back for you.
No matter where I will find you.
But I just dont see it happening right now.