so now its back
to square one
where could I
possibly go from here

all of the paths
ive taken before
lead me nowhere
but they wernt wrong

lessons learned
Im am sure
its for the best
that Im not with you
but still I
constantly wonder
what made this
fate so utterly cruel.
and uneventful.

lost in my tracks
I get discouraged
I wish that I
had a single goal in mind.

Running in circles
stuck in a cycle
where could I
find an exit here.

Im sure one is waiting
to be discovered
I feel like colubus
it was here all along
its nothing new for them
but I cant find a doorway
in the darkness Im hiding
how did everyone else
fucking find their way
out of this place